ALL OR NOTHING

I spent alot of time trying to decide is this what i am suppose to be doing, can i make my life better or even a little more meaningful. It's not like I wasn't happy or even feeling lost, it is almost as if i dont take this thing and make that thing it's as if im just settling. Because of that feeling of never wanted to settle I was never able to truly appreciate the moments as they come into my life. I have far moved passed those feelings and realize that the only thing that matters is this moment. This moment is the momemt I can only control, and it was up to me , as it will always be, to live in the moment with love or hate...I figured love made more sense to me. Choosing love means really accepting yourself and everything you are in this world. Learning to trust yourself. Truly loving every part of you is the ultimate goal in this life and the hundreds that will follow.