Is this me or is this you?

Do drugs have a negative influence on me or do I have a negative influence on me? I believe that every person on this planet has a few main purposes in life and one being to make there life have meaning or purpose. I'm sitting here and asking the same question, what's my purpose? Me like most of humanity are on a never ending journey to find not the reason for human existence, the origin of our species or even if we are in fact alone in this big vast universe, but I believe as much as those answers would assist in our ultimate quest we are all in search of the meaning of "who we are". I believe in unity on every level because community is the leading cause for the existence of every living organism today and with that being said I too am on a journey to find what am I doing here. In order to help the world you must first, with out a shadow of a dought find who you are first. So before you decide to fix the outer part of the world first you must be okay with you.